I cannot feel
I cannot laugh
I don't remember things I've done in the past
You are all strangers to my eyes
Though I've known each one of you for many years
I'd pass you by.
I know your face
But have no name
I can't put the two together in my brain
I get confused - and want to hide
I may look as though I don't understand
I do inside.
I can still play When I sit down -
My fingers seem to know what to do
I just can't understand the reason why
The music that I play I've never learned
But it pacifies
I can't remember
I can't recall
The ones I loved don't mean anything at all
Tears of frustration down my face
Feeling scared in this unfamiliar place
And oh so tired
Tired and alone
Gone