Rayway - Confessions Lyrics

See I'm tryin so hard
To keep my head and my ball
These nights is gettin real long
But imma thrive through it all
Damn I'm missin my dawg
Wish I could give you a call
The systems taking my homies I swear I won't let y'all fall

Aye

They won't let em out for the pesos caught my nigga strapped with the drako
Cause we never lack gotta stay low bro wack a nigga if I say so

Bein black get painful gotta stay strong no we can't fold
Why we killin all our kinfolk we gotta be who we depend on

Cops killin us broad day light hard to say that it ain't a hate crime Brodie in the pin
Doin state time they say he doin 25 to life

I swear he was trynna get right brought a gun out to a fist fight roll a wood up
Ease my mind ain't no stressin imma be just fine

Yeah , yeah
Imma be just fine, imma be alright
I'm
Trynna change my life
Gotta make things right
My
Mom tired of seein her cry
Tired of givin her spite
Despite all my damn lies
She still treated me right

Time to spill all of my confessions Losin patience I ain't really been the best man
Told my momma keep waitin imma make it shit aint givin its given it's taken
I ain't gon be mistakin got my trust don't break it pussy
Niggas pump fakin yeee ain't famous who this nigga think he playin if he up better spray it

I don't want no relations
Imma keep fornicatin
Only stickin to the basics

Movin bricks out the basement tokin spliffs to our faces
That's the only way I face it
Swear I came from the pavement
All the hate is motivatin
All them nights I was praying
Silent cries when I'm faded

(Tryin to hang on to my past
While getttin used to the new me Is holding me back
I gotta learn how to still do that while I pursue rap
That's a hard balance for me find but for every second I complain that's more time I'm behind
Ya know?)

Aye

Only 17 chasin all my dreams but I swear it ain't nun like it seems
I just touched the button that boy up to something imma get it all for the team
Gotta ball like Kareem
Servin raw to the feins
Money calls on the ring
When I'm gone remember me

When I leave she missin me
Got the keys to my brief
Case
Store my feelings in that place
Tucked it somewhere real safe
In case a needa get away
Take a break from the game
But every time I step away
I realize life ain't the same
I swear my life it really changed
But only I'm to blame
Dang

I guess I really did get lost in the fame