Little victories
Fall from me slowly
Like a sunken heart
The feeling that you get
When you lose your footing
When you feel you're failing
It never seems to fix
My problems always win
Crushed by my own weight
Struggling to swim
Endless lessons swim in my head
Do you ever think it would be better dead?
Do you feel that topic
Doesn't fade
Never leaves
Just the thought that my own failure repeats
Didn't think about that, did you?
When ever love is in us
I'll never talk about it
It's quite despicable
The way I brush it off
Victories
Consumed by insatiable apathy
Everything returns as it is
As it was
As it will stay forever
All in all
It only ever hurts
Oh please
Please, please don't
Please, please don't forget me
I'm so sorry for everything
Can we really just start again?
I miss you so much
Can we just go back
Two years ago
And I fell in love
And I'll never have to miss you again
And I'll
Never
All in all
It only ever hurts