Reaching the Water - Up to You Lyrics

My mind is playing tricks on me
I am too full, still need to eat
When the party's over I am always bending over
Giving back to the world what it's given to me
I feel like I do not belong
The others shine in such a light
While I am standing in the dark alone
Lost in an endless fight
And then it's all up to you
Just say the word and we are through
I can't decide what is wrong what's right
But I won't stop without puttin' up a fight
It's up to you
The one who never left my mind
Just help me to search the thing I wanna find
In this maze I'm stumblin' through
Just tell me what I'm supposed to do
Because the way was easier to find
With your light in my view
There is no way to open up to them
Only few would understand
But every bird will somehow learn to fly
So I'll just wait till the end
And then it's all up to you
Just say the word and we are through
I can't decide what is wrong what's right
But I won't stop without puttin' up a fight
It's up to you
The one who never left my mind
Just help me to search the thing I wanna find
In this maze I'm stumblin' through
Just tell me what I'm supposed to do
Because the way was easier to find
With your light in my
You were the thing that has kept me from ending
This game which I lost with no one but me to blame
It looks like a broken picture with a perfect frame
When it all goes dark
It's up to you
The one who never left my mind
Just help me to search the thing I wanna find
In this maze I'm stumblin' through
Tell me what I'm supposed to do
Because the way was easier to find
With your light in my