Reasoning - Out of Gas Lyrics

I quit my only job today just so I could do this
My folks are getting made today they treat me like I'm Judas
Anxiety's really bad today I hope that I can do this
I'm out of gas for my ride I wonder how they do this?
The legends and my role models who told me to follow all my dreams
I'm hoping that my dreams aren't as far away as they seem
He told me to stay in it like the crease that's in your jeans
But I wonder if the ones who have it might just have it in their genes
Insecurities they rise and fall but happiness is worth it all if I work so hard to do this
I did it right
I did it wrong
Maybe these words will get me through this
Beginning stage is poetry I can't believe I'll do this
Insecurities they rise and fall but happiness is worth it all if I work so hard to do this
I did it right
I did it wrong
Maybe these words will get me through this
Beginning stage is poetry

I quit my only job today just so I could do this
My folks are getting made today they treat me like I'm Judas
Anxiety's really bad today I hope that I can do this
Beginning stage is poetry I wonder how I'll do this
The public sees itself one way and I see it another
I pretend I'm happy live by day by night I am another
The place I made this I'm all alone except for all my brothers
I work so hard on my f*cking songs don't listen to another

I work so hard on my f*cking songs I fall asleep so sadly
The shit I make is beautiful but you dispose it gladly
I try so hard to spread the word but I need a f*cking caddy
To tell which iron I need to use to support myself so badly

I quit my only job today just so I could do this
My folks are getting made today they treat me like I'm Judas
Anxiety's really bad today I hope that I can do this
I'm out of gas for my ride I wonder how they do this?
The legends and my role models who told me to follow all my dreams
I'm hoping that my dreams ain't as far away as they seem
He told me to stay in it like the crease that's in your jeans
But I wonder if the ones who have it might just have it in their genes
So can we really all do it or should it stay within our dreams
If you love all music as much as me then you see that shit ain't what it seems
Or maybe it is and I'm just not there
But how does everybody having xans and purple hair
Make it to the top of the billboard within their first year

Sometimes I think it would be nice for us to lose our minds
To completely forget about social constructs
And let go of everything that ties us down to one place geographically and within ourselves
We tend to try and focus on what we think is important
And pretend we're letting go to chase our dreams
While holding onto this strange proposed reality effectively hindering ourselves
From ever fully capturing what we want
We always end up sacrificing part of what we want for something else
That we just can't convince ourselves to let go of
Something that we know is holding us back

I did it right
I did it wrong
Maybe these words will get me through this
Beginning stage is poetry
I can't believe I'll do this

I'm out of gas, gas
For my f*cking car
There ain't no way that I'm getting far
We might be crazy yeah I know we are
We might be crazy yeah I know we are
I said we might be crazy yeah I know we are
I said I'm out of gas for my f*cking car and there ain't no way that I'm getting far
We might be crazy yeah I know we are
I said we might be crazy yeah I know we are