Reasoning - What Now? Lyrics

I guess I just feel like I deserve a little more
I'm not asking to be treated like Biggie and young Shakur
But I feel like I should be able to make it off the floor
And I understand that part of this is because I'm f*cking poor
I know that that seems ignorant especially if you know me
But poor to you ain't poor to me so motherf*cker: blow me
I don't really mean it and I promise that if I did
That you will never ever swallow kid
The patience that I have is quickly wearing thin
Especially considering the f*cking place I'm in
I feel a waste here in this place
I will abate from showing face
I sound like Dr. Seuss right now but to my lyrics you will bow down
That is a lie though I try and I try
I cry and I cry and I fly and I fly
But no matter what I do or say you never will get in my way
(I always will get in my way)
929 The start of something so divine
Friends go party and I stay behind
The world outside too often seems unkind
I renew my consciousness in 929
929 My life is swinging from a vine
929 The friends I had to leave behind
929 My parents didn't know that this would spring
929 I will be my own king
I'm trying not to sound ungrateful for all that I have
But when people hear me they often sit back and laugh
I'm more upset, than anything; 'bout what music has began to bring
All these children who do not care and will accept anything
No real substance with the exception of hydrocodone
I heard a story of a guy who forgot to put his coat on
In the middle of a blizzard there he sat: freezing
Yet he still brought more head than half of these little pricks: bee stings
I guess that just goes to show
Perspective can play a major role
The image of our nation has certainly been tainted
By the building of a wall which will soon be painted
Which is now being stolen and sold into peoples homes
Thank God we have Mexico to steal away the wall
And shockingly enough that's not the worst part of it all
We've got a f*cking racist tangerine who's controlling half the nation
Sean Hannity sucks his dick and perpetuates Caucasians
What's he like as a person, man? I know he's f*cked up
But it'll really make you wonder what's there to un-tuck
Can his brain be un-f*cked
Can a dick be unsucked
And I even begin to wonder: can a reputation be not f*cked
If you're known around the world
And you've slept with a few girls
Then your flag will unfurl
And start to reveal you're so sure
Of who you are and what you have - that should be enough