You tell me I mess things up:
I'm inconsiderate;
I don't deserve to live;
I should just go out and die in a hole
I can't do nothing right:
Out of mind, out of sight
And you're scared of the demons that I entertain?
My whole life makes me sick;
This is all just a trick;
And you're laughing at me
'Cause you think I'm addicted
To all of this pain?
What do I stand to gain?
I am crying to sleep,
And you think this is nice?
This is my kind of fun:
To feel tired and done
I am finished with everything life has to show
Yes, I'm aching to leave
All I've wanted for weeks
Is to never come back;
Be let go, but again
I am waiting my turn;
I don't know when you'll learn;
I just tried to protect you;
But really? I can't
If I die before I wake
Please listen close
If I made one mistake
It was letting myself go
I don't need anyone to carry me;
I'm better on my own
And I say this with sincerity:
Learn to be alone
I don't need anyone to carry me;
I'm better on my own
And I Say this With all sincerity,
Learn to be alone
And I say this with all sincerity;
Learn to be alone