RECLINE - Silhouette (feat. Kaiya) Lyrics

I want to see the light
I want to be alright
What is darkness what do you mean see the light
Far from normal not even close
I ain't like you i ain't like them either
Might as well be a ghost
Already in hell might as well breathe the smoke
Might as well get high as f*ck god dammit
So tired of being low
Mama told me i was different
I ain't really see it though
Saw the fake ones click up saw the real ones be alone
Truth i don't need to know i can feel it in my soul
I can see the doors closing i can feel me letting go
I want to see the light
I just want to see the light tired of living in the dark so long
I just want to be alright
Lord knows I ain't living right
Might explode any given night
I can see the end in sight
Even when I try
All the signs tell me otherwise
I begin to fight
Everything inside of me
In a battle my whole life
It ain't nothin new
But I try to move to the light in me
But they lie to me
Truth never hides in me
Might as well die to me
F*ck it grab my hand and take a dive with me
But there ain't nowhere to go when you this low
Nowhere sounds fine so let's go
F*ck it I ain't ever been the one that's in control
Everybody knows there's something wrong with my mental
Load up the pistol
Know I gave it my best shot
At least I came this close
I see where the end stops
At the end of the rope and
I can see where the edge drops
Its time to let it go
And hope I get out out of this spot
Been Living in this dark