Red Spade - Voiceless (feat. Alexis Spight) Lyrics

I get this feelin in my gut but I don't know the source
It's buildin up I wanna scream until my voice is hoarse
I hold it in dont let it out I let it run it's course
Don't wanna cry in my Toyota workin for that Porsche
But is it really what it seems
When you workin on yo dreams
And you dodgin all them schemes
And you analyze yo team
All that pressure in between
Really put me on my knees
I'm Askin God please
Show me signs what's to come
I play smart but I feel dumb
I been livin off these crumbs man
And this life still carry on even if I don't want to
Them voices on my shoulders tells me quit that's what I won't do
I'm locked in wit passion
My fruits I'm grasping
That's from the labor I put down
But I can't be fulfilled that's until I put words to these open scars wit no sounds

Voiceless
All because my choices
To protect my
Energy
Loved ones and enemies
All in my vicinity
This can't be what's meant for me
I see visions of the ones that took advantage
Livin out they lives scratch free while I be damaged
And these wounds too deep I need more than a bandage
So I look to the sky prayin that I manage

My voice is somethin precious
It just took vacations
Wanted to speak on private matters there was hesitation
And I still need some saving
Feelin trapped inside myself
Reachin high up on that shelf so I can grab some patience
Felt emotionless and still wanted to cryyyyy
My God walks beside me I still question whhhyyyyyyy
Loved ones used me and abuseeeed me
No ones scared to loooose me
Despite that what's true to me is
God never stepped out and
Even when I'm stepped on
I couldn't speak out no
But he kept my voice strong
Closed mouths don't get fed
Hella dark I need some time
Open up my mouth to spread my voice you see that light that shine
Got them shackles on my neck to stop my voice
Speakin up it be the key and that's my choice
I'm just doin what I CAN kus that's just part of the PLAN
Lead the nation as a man look

Voiceless
All because my choices
To protect my
Energy
Loved ones and enemies
All in my vicinity
This can't be what's meant for me
I see visions of the ones that took advantage
Livin out they lives scratch free while I be damaged
And these wounds too deep I need more than a bandage
So I look to the sky prayin that I manage