sick Video (MV)

I'm so used to staying in the dark
Lock myself inside away from it all
It's hard to say what's on my mind
This happens every time
So i don't even wanna try
My life is falling apart
And it's starting to make a mark
And dont know where to start
I'm chasing something, I dont know what
But it makes things worse and i'm not having fun
Dig myself from the top and
Don't think i can stop
Try a little bit then i crash back down
Gotta put myself in the background
Hard to leave my problems in the past now
Looking forward to it before i turn to ash now
I know there's no time to be sad
How you go from being in it, then you tap out
So lost in my thoughts better snap out of this
But i'm so sick of it
Oooh
I'm so sick of it
Oooh
So sick of it
Oooh
I'm so sick of it
Oooh
You don't like me leave the city
Lose my psyche in the palm trees
Like 50 times knocked down, think I lost count
Silly of me, thought it'd be different this time around
All my fake friends shifty
They all try to drown me in the sickness
But its all business
Get away, took a flight to another state
Ain't shit changed but the money in my pocket
That's gone to waste
I been staring out the window
What can i do?
Yeah, caught up in limbo
Nothing new
Easy to betray
I'm sceptic
I'll delay my decay
For your sake
Numb feelings
I just wanna be awake
Not healing
Sucks, got it the hard way
And I don't wanna know too much
You're right down the road
Give 2 f*cks
'Bout our past regardless
Lost touch for too long
I been sick
Try a little bit then i crash back down
Gotta put myself in the background
Hard to leave my problems in the past now
Looking forward to it before i turn to ash now
I know there's no time to be sad
How you go from being in it, then you tap out
So lost in my thoughts better snap out of this
But i'm so sick of it
Oooh
I'm so sick of it
Oooh
So sick of it
Oooh
I'm so sick of it
Oooh
So sick of it