Renz - Solitaire Lyrics

You gotta love real
You gotta love real and you gotta be real with yourself

Im in a drop top car and I'm ridin down the road by myself
And it don't feel good
No it don't feel good, no
I let some good ones go
I was too damn worried bout myself
And it don't feel good
No it don't feel good, no

Because eventually you gotta step back
And think about your life
And where the hell you at
Like Did I upgrade?
Or did I take a step back by misbehaving
I had some crazy addictions up in my past
I made it through that road
I'm never lookin back
Now I'm addicted to your laugh and how you act
Its like I want you and I don't even need contact
You take me back to that place
When I when I was youngin
I loved you but couldn't say it and you knew I was frontin
No pressure between what's here and what's comin
Too busy to slow you down now we runnin
You always said that we shouldn't do this
If you mean that then why we still doin it?
I call you
You fall through
We f*ck then fall asleep to the music
We up at 4 AM and you dancin
You said we couldn't do the romance shit
You lyin, denyin I'm tryin not to fall in love with you
We gon fall in love if you keep on doing that
Our friendship, we prolly ruined that
Aw damn why the hell we even doin this
This is gettin way too comfortable
This prolly ain't gon work
I did it once before, now I gotta

Drop-top car and I'm riding down the road by myself
And it don't feel good
No it don't feel good, no
I let some good ones go I was too damn worried bout myself
And it don't feel good
No it don't feel good, no

Don't follow me
I don't know where I'm going anymore now
You want monogamy
I just don't have the damn heart for it now
I lost a lot of love in this boring town
Ain't got no other choices
You either doin drugs or you moving out
So my whole life I avoided it
Just me and 4 walls and my thoughts unfold like a dutch
When we together its too much
But when you leave it's like I never got enough
I'm tryin not to let it show
I've always tried to play it cool
I'm tired of feelin like a fool
You come to me like what the f*ck we supposed to do?
Answers
I'm tired of lookin for em
We was friends first
Now you naked and I'm cookin for ya
We moved too fast but I don't take it back now
No no no, don't think about the past now
We can never get that back now

Im in a drop top car and I'm ridin down the road by myself
And it don't feel good
No it don't feel good, no
I let some good ones go
I was too damn worried bout myself
And it don't feel good
No it don't feel good, no