It's not about control
It's not like he wants to kill
He just doesn't want to die
So we fightin' the same villains that they fightin' in the streets
But instead of them seeing us fight villains in the street, we are villains
You know, i'm not suicidal
I'm not, I can't go
Until ya'll really know what time it is
And then after that, boom
It's all over
And we can see, you know
How this shit will fall, but that's what it is
And the reason being is because
If I can't live free
If I can't live with the same respect as the next man
I don't wanna be here
Because God has cursed me
To see what life should be like
Welcome to the truth, it's the only time
Where your fears and your thoughts are as small as a dime
Imma make them go off like a bell when it chimes
Don't you check the phone, that's suicide
Damn bro, I been feeling extra down