Resilience - Maybe (feat. $plit Lip$) Lyrics

Why you gotta hurt me
I don't wanna hurt you
Bitch you did me dirty
Now I want the truth
Was it all a lie
Did you even try
I'm better off alone
I'm better on my own, yeah
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Maybe
I'm better on my own
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Better on my own
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Better on my own
When I say love, baby tell me what it is
It's bigger than a word and it's more than a kiss
See I don't understand
Why you can't understand
All the shit that I can
See, now I'm getting pissed
Now you got me thinking that I never was enough
Enough for your touch like you said I f*cking was
Enough for your love like I never gave a f*ck
Now I never f*cking trust, everybody ain't a buck
If we're being honest, that's called lust
Love's not a thing that you just give up
And if that's love, I don't think I want it
You can keep it all but you can't keep your promise
Did you ever love me 'cause I know you didn't
Love don't budge every time you falling in it
It was all lust but I won't admit it
Love don't judge but you kept it all hidden
Now I take it back
Don't you dare call back
See I knew you sold lies but I still bought that
I should've f*cking knew when we ran off track
When we ran off track
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Maybe
I'm better on my own
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Better on my own
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Better on my own
Swear to God the devil's on my shoulder
Corrupting my thoughts as soon as I get older
It's colder as soon as I pray for the heat
And the weather outside feels more like grief
And it's killing me, the shit just f*cks me up
Because I breath it in like it is angel dust
I cannot get enough
Don't try to test my luck
'Cause this shit's so bad that I've had enough
You can call this a home, I consider it hell
I don't need help, I did this to myself
Trading my innocence, diligence
Leaping across every line like an immigrant
No I ain't heaven sent
I'm just intelligent
I was a victim of love once
All of these stories
They tend to get gory
And that treat be fitting us all like a glove, aye
You knew I was going insane
Put me to blame
It's all the same
Wish I was normal
I'll never be normal
Because I am stuck with these thoughts in my brain
Tell them go away
They always stay
So all of my pain
And this rain will remain
They call me a joker
But I am too broken
I guess that pain
Is the name of the game, okay
Take my breath, take my cold, cold heart
In my chest, feel my cold, cold heart
In my head, hear my cold, cold heart
Cold, cold heart
My cold, cold, heart
Woah
Yeah
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Maybe
I'm better on my own
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Better on my own
Maybe
I'm better off alone
Better on my own