Restless Nights - The Past Is Dead Lyrics

This is the end
I remember times when I was younger
When everything was so much easier
It seems like no one needs me anymore
They look through me, a ghost
They look through me, a ghost
In searching just to find a home
They look through me, a ghost
Through empty eyes in search of a home

And it's so hard to say, that I am alive
I'm not with you now but I will be over time

I bite my fingernails until they bleed
It's from this endless longing to feel anything
This is the end

I lay in wait for my heart to stop beating
As my vision fades to black
I've known for so long that there's no turning back

I'll just sit right here, begging for your help
Cause I feel so alone when I'm with anyone
How can you live with yourself?
And now I have no one to mediate my mind
These terrible thoughts boiled and bottled up over time
Over time, you'll soon realize that this isn't a life at all

I guess that's why I have these Restless Nights