Reverie - Ghost Limb Lyrics

I don't wanna be alone, I think I'll use this blunt again.
I said im sober, you said its over, i wont ever run again.
I dont think the friendship between life and death will ever end.
It was late in the day when I felt that angst.
Got me saying damn, I ain't brush my shoulders off, I still gotta make amends.
Then I broke the walls, i failed you for so long it felt like I was just a trend.
Tell me your intentions, I dont have too much to really give you now.
I don't question much, I just need a when, a why, and how.
My broken dreams I had to feed my seed for it to sprout.
So when the roots are in the sky, they could tell you what they all about.
All the fruits and juice, a noose and brick, and a bout a million doubts.
I could tell you all my shit, but that gon a take a million hous'.
Bro I never been inside a home, I've just been inside a house.
Damn.
I just been inside a house damn
I just been inside a house damn
I just been inside a house damn
I just been inside a house damn
Yea
December 13th came, I prayed that it will pass.
I made this f*cking album for nothing but a cast.
A cast around my broken dreams that seemed to never last.
I hope you know that these thoughts were never ever brash.
I bought an eighth and a gram of some brand new hash.
If I'm gon f*cking die it's gon be off this relapse.
I could buy a bit more but im broke and it wont last.
It wont last me a week, im going out sad im going out sad.
Im going out fast.
Tell me im your puppet.
Im a bitch and ima laugh.
Tell me im the worst
And that you hate me
I wont crash.
I love it when you hate me
I hate me when you gone.
I hate me when im happy.
I hate me when you
When you
Run.
December 13 came and I promised you the world.
If I'm the only man you knew, then I hate me even more.
December 13th came and I realized this before.
I am not a better person, I just became closed.
I am now the worst of both worlds.
And I hate it I hate me I'm the evil of your world.
I'm the evil of myself.
I'm the devil on my shoulder.
Ain't no angel by my side.
I am now the worst of both worlds.