[ Featuring Louden ]
How I feel is my fault
Who I keep in my life is my decision
Can't keep blaming other people for my problems
When I know just how to solve em
And I choose not to
Cuz I love em
Cuz it hurts
Being an empath is a curse
But being emotionless is worse
I write a verse
Not talking bout no specific person
Just reflecting on my past
And passing through the looking glass
This my evolution
This my public retribution
This me believing in myself enough
To know there's always a solution
Homie, don't worry bout what I'm doing
Imma give you this music
And I don't owe one damn thing to ya
This my life
Imma do me
You gon do you
You get what I give
You're not gonna choose
I do what I do
I am my Queen
I am my King
I am God
I'm everything
I am not scared
No longer afraid
I don't wanna die
Nah, I wanna stay
I wanna breathe
I wanna feel
Experience all that's real
I wanna live for today
And this all that I gotta say
I'm no longer waiting
No time, I don't even wanna waste no time
I'm no longer waiting
No time, I don't even wanna waste no time
I just wanna breathe
I just wanna fly
I just wanna be
I just wanna fly
Why rock bottom feel so damn good sometimes
Guess I'm so used to the pain that I wanna stay
Misery my company & I am not complaining
Why I'm on the same shit
When I ain't the same bitch that I was a year ago
Let go, f*ck it, here we go
Why I hold myself back?
How come I live like this?
Making all these big moves, but I still ain't excited
Gotta be easier on myself
Tryna focus on my health
Is the sacrifice worth wealth?
I guess only time will tell
Karma gonna do its thing, so I ain't gon be afraid
Ima live, the price gets paid
Only got myself to blame
I don't ever wanna see you frown
Don't ever wanna let you down
Cuz you mean the world to me
I'm no longer waiting
No time, I don't even wanna waste no time
I'm no longer waiting
No time, I don't even wanna waste no time
I just wanna fly
I just wanna be
I just wanna fly
I just wanna fly
