Rifle - I Got Up Today Lyrics

I got up today, bitten by the cold
Feeling like a slave waiting to be sold
Searching for my keys, searching for the door
Searching for that certainty that I felt before

I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
But I feel less than real

I got up today saner and sober
You lay there in silence, we did not talk it over
I walked out the door, compelled by some inertia
But I'm still tethered here by habit and nostalgia

I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
But I feel less than real

I got up today, as I'll get up tomorrow
I've carved my niche, its left me hollow
Conscience makes cowards of us all
I drop the reins, I watch them fall

I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
I don't remember when I surrendered
But I feel less than real