Quicksand Video (MV)

Every mountain I just can't climb up
Got me down, got me stressed, got me fed up
Took a lotta damage, people shut me out
Flipping it on me just to get clout
Digging in the dirt, find solid ground
Realize I'm the only one who stick around
You didn't go through the things I did
I was stuck learning who my real friends
Then that shit cleared up, you'd think I'd mend
But I only dived further into the deep end
Back to square one
Look around no one
Coming undone
F*cking coming undone
I'm making quicksand outta oceans
Full mast, coast through motions
Time ain't for sale cause you've thrown it
Down the gutter and polluted my stream of
Thought that kept me focused
Hope this dies out so I can sleep
Yeah, I haven't for weeks
Roll one up for me just so I can breathe
Cleanse me into peace, this toxicity
Got me feeling weak, boxed and in between
Something that could be threatening for me
Threaded in the weave is a mirror we
Used to look into, now gives me the creeps
Broken up inside, all this coincides
With a ton of lies that were publicized
Look me in the eyes, what am I to do
Look to others and try to see your truth
Nothing did come through, that was all the proof
That I need to see that I am not cruel
Still I'm feeling numb, hard to make the bed
Hard to shower scrub, hard to clean the desk
Hard to keep a rhythm, hard to lift my head
Always feeling dead, it's all in my head
I'm making quicksand outta oceans
Full mast, coast through motions
Time ain't for sale cause you've thrown it
Down the gutter and polluted my stream of
Thought that kept me focused
Hope this dies out so I can sleep
Yeah, I haven't for weeks
Every mountain I just can't climb up
Got me down, got me stressed, got me fed up