(I've)Lived to long to see the beauty taken away by all of you
I can't relate to any of you motherf*ckers
I suppose there can be another way of looking at things
But there's only lies and disgust
There's only pain and no love
I commit to my own actions
Put me in the fire and watch me burn
Hear me screaming
It's like the widow has bitten me, there's no point of getting help now
I will pay for what I have done
I will pay for what I have become
I know it's hard for you to witness and understand my pain
But this is my reality
It's getting harder to walk among you
When I feel like everyone is looking at me,
How could you call yourself a friend?
When you watch me fall and give that dirty grin
I commit to my own actions
Put me in the fire and watch me burn
Hear me screaming
This is what goes through my mind,
Please make the voices stop
You worthless shit,
What a big mistake,
You can't do anything right,
Kill him, Die already,
Liar, cheater,
F*ck you, go to Hell, you will never amount to anything,
Please make these voices stop
I've waited for so long, for this moment