RIU Mel - Decisions Lyrics

This the life that I was chose I'm way too deep in
You really can't trust a soul I'm playing defense

You looked me dead in my eyes and I believed it
I just was blind by the love I couldn't see it

All I ever did was love you bitch how could you do this to me yeah
Let you see my other side I really thought that you was for me yeah
You see pain all my eyes everytime you look into em yeah
This shit really hit me different I'd rather take a bullet yeah

Even though Ian happy I still do this for my people
Know better not to play about my name because that's lethal
Really can't compare me to these niggas we ain't equal
I pour my heart out feel like Lennon from the Beatles

Ian saying that imma killer but just know that I got it
I would always be there for you when that shit got outa pocket
I can't lie I wasn't perfect did some shit wit no logic
True meaning of ride or die naw you don't no nothing bout it

I believe the lies you told me
Gave my loyalty right to a phony

Nobody by my side I'm by my lonely
But baby that's Old me
Swear I'll never go back to the old me

The way my heart is I feel like I'm dying slowly yeah
You see em wit me that's my slimes just know for dem imma slatt
And everything i rap about I live they know it ain't cap

We come strapped up to the parties cause we know it ain't that
I think that I just love too hard so ion wan get attached

This the life that I was chose I'm way too deep in
You really can't trust a soul I'm playing defense

You looked me dead in my eyes and I believed it
I just was blind by the love I couldn't see it

All I ever did was love you bitch how could you do this to me yeah
Let you see my other side I really thought that you was for me yeah
You see pain all my eyes everytime you look into em yeah
This shit really hit me different I'd rather take a bullet yeah