Ten Years of My Life Video (MV)

I used to dance around and prance around like I'm the shit
Kimosabe, BMOC. I was it
Boys became men when they learned what not to do
But my immaturity has cost me you
I would give up ten years of my life
If I could hold you, baby
Just to hold you, bae
I would give up ten years of my life
If I could hold you, baby
Just to hold you, bae
The greener grass I saw was precatory bean
Giddee Giddee, Akar Saga, Rosary Pea
Flowing through my vein the venom poisoned me
Killing me slowly and there's no remedy
I would give up ten years of my life
If I could hold you, baby
Just to hold you, bae
I would give up ten years of my life
If I could hold you, baby
Just to hold you, bae
I would give up ten years of my life
If I could hold you, baby
Just to hold you, bae
I would give up ten years of my life
If I could hold you, baby
Just to hold you, bae
Sittin' 'round the crib feeling sad and lonely
Regretting what I did saying If I had only
If I had only been a little considerate
Thoughtless ways were always deliberate
I didn't want to celebrate the day we met
I didn't want to reminisce the way we met
The love you thought you saw in me was a mirage
You got every right to diss me like you're
Nicki Minaj
I was a piece of shit
Didn't show I love you
I don't deserve to have even the memory of you
Saw you at the opera house
You're a different person
Without me your life got better
Without you, my life worsened
This is the bed I made
Now I have to lie in it
This is the house I built
Now I have to cry in it
I want to scream, "I want you back"
But you're better off without me
I know you get sick to your stomach
Every time you think about me
I don't blame you. I feel the same way
I would give up ten years of my life
(I don't blame you)
If I could hold you, baby
(I feel the same way)
Just to hold you, bae
I would give up ten years of my life
If I could hold you, baby
Just to hold you, bae
I want a second try with you
Don't want to say goodbye to you
I want to laugh and cry with you
I want to run and fly with you
I want to hiss and sigh with you
I'll be a better guy for you
I'll be a strong ally for you
I want to live and die with you