We had some time to be an item
We were something but not what I wanted
We came so close but you weren't invited
To what I was
Now my chance is gone
And it's long forgotten
I can't regret the choice I made
It did you well
And your relief
Is sweet
You got what you need
Not taking on me
Oh how I wish I could remember like this
The smell of your hair and the taste of your lips
What could have gone right not the way that it did
But that's all forgotten left in the abyss
And all that you are is something that I miss
She's doing fine with the guys she's gathered
She just sat back while she watched me stagger
Now I'm doing fine I'm not under the weather
Oh but I can not help but wonder
How we could have looked together
I can't regret the choice I made
It did us well
But now I need
Relief
I can't help but be
So sorry I f*cked up
How I wish I could remember like this
The smell of your hair and the taste of your lips
What could have gone right not the way that it did
But that's all forgotten left in the abyss
And all that you are is something that I miss
Oh how I wish I could remember like this
The feel of your body pressed up against mine
I wish I had memories of spending my time
With you as my only the one on my mind
She'll never have room to keep me in her life