Seasons Video (MV)

I'm blacked out
Can't back down
Why ask now
When you wanna act out
Need a reason
For all my demons
Can't sleep and it's
F*cking up this season
I'm blacked out
Can't back down
Why ask now
When you wanna act out
Need a reason
For all my demons
Can't sleep and it's
F*cking up this season
I only wanted one f*cking chance
But goddammit this planet
Just f*cking can't
I'm in a f*cked up mindset
If I can't feel
Like I'm somewhat alive
What am I supposed to feel?
Don't wanna tell you what I'm thinking
Cus girl I know that you would
Turn it into screaming
But I'm done with this
Can't have fun with this
I want one good reason not
To run and dip
Cus girl you got me tearing
Out my f*cking hair now
And in a minute I know
You're not gonna care now
So I'm turning quick
I'm not hurting, shit
I just wanna take a minute to
Rehearse this shit
One more minute just give me a chance
I know you ain't gonna get f*cking mad
I just want you to know that I always wanna try
And I'm not afraid to cry
I'm blacked out
Can't back down
Why ask now
When you wanna act out
Need a reason
For all my demons
Can't sleep and it's
F*cking up this season
I only wanted one f*cking chance
But goddammit this planet
Just f*cking can't
I'm in a f*cked up mindset
If I can't feel
Like I'm somewhat alive
What am I supposed to feel?
Imma down another bottle, yuh
I swear I'm not an alcoholic yuh yuh
But that's ok, like
I'm boutta stay right here
And I deal with the ringing in my ears
One more time
One more fight
Some chores got me feeling
I'm more tight
But that's the message that I'm tryna convey
But god dammit I can't just say it to your face
Yah yah
I'm tryna be all the way up
But I'll fall, can't stay up
We at the mall, I'm fed up
With ya shit
Crash the party, getting shit-faced
Drown me in the alcohol
I don't wanna feel it all
Drown me in the alcohol
I promise imma down it all
Drown me in the alcohol
I don't wanna feel it all
Drown me in the alcohol
I promise imma down it all
Two tabs
Bitch you knew that
I flew past like
I could zoom back
I'll prove it
I was floating, I was zooted
Food getting kinda full
Bitch I threw it, yuh yuh