In My Head Video (MV)

Should I take her on a nice romantic date
To a restaurant wait what if she ate
She'll be getting out around 9:38
But she might be tired it's kind of late

My car is being shady I'm swerving my heart is racing
I don't know what else to do with myself I'm going crazy
The one time I decide to relax you call me lazy
So I try to make your day you get upset and then you blame me
Okay well let me stay quiet so we don't fight now you're more upset because you say I didn't try
I guess you just ignored the fact that I was trying the whole night
Now I'm pretty sure tonight when I text you you won't reply
Yeah this happened all the f*cking time I'll ask you what's the matter you just tell me that your fine
So I give you space I'm really trying to read your mind looking to my right now
You're talking to another guy
Emotional abuse I can't take it what did I do to deserve this kind of feeling honestly
It's nothing new but I threw
Away the things you said because they weren't true it's like nothing was set in stone
They were only set with glue
I'm in my head

Should I take her on a nice romantic date (I'm in my head)
To a restaurant wait what if she ate (I'm in my head)
She'll be getting out around 9:38
But she might be tired it's kind of late

Keeping things to myself when I should just go out and shout it
You take my heart break it in half and then you mount it
And it honestly sucks cause it just hurts to think about it
But now that I'm over it it just hurts to think about it
Now listen I feel like everything I do is invalid you're getting mad
Because you ordered a meal and I got a salad
But every time I try to make it better you get mad and I don't know what else to do
So we go home and now we're napping
What the f*ck is going on it's toxic at its best
Because we're getting into a fight and then we end up having sex
And then you completely cut me off and then you move on to the next
What is wrong with you explain to me respond to my text
Should I leave this alone and pretend like nothing even happened
But I can't because the questions in my head just keep on stacking
I'm lacking I'm starting to crack and I'm going crazy
I'm so sad and here we go my thoughts are running now I'm really f*cking mad
I'm in my head

Should I take her on a nice romantic date
To a restaurant wait what if she ate
She'll be getting out around 9:38
But she might be tired

Should I ask her what is wrong should I text her should I not
Should I try to talk to her but what if she tells me to f*ck off
I can tell her that I'm sorry what if she's the one doing wrong
I don't know the truth what if this was her plan all along
We're just going to argue going back and forth like its a game of pong
I get myself in situations where I always f*cking fall
I'm really trying to hold my ground but I struggle to stand up tall
I'm f*cking done I'm done with it all f*ck it all
I'm in my head

I'm in my head
I'm in my head
I'm in my head
I'm always in my head

Should I take her on a nice romantic date
To a restaurant wait what if she ate
She'll be getting out around 9:38
But she might be tired it's kind of late