On The Come Up Video (MV)

Seeing myself transition
I'm changing
For the better
I'm proud of the woman I'm becoming
Life is going my way

On the come up
Feeling hella nervous
Butterflies in ma belly
Like a soldier in service
Pledging to myself
Stepping out with purpose
Every move watched
Haters real observant
At the end of the day I'm the one with the say
Hoping I don't put an end to this story at play
Don't wanna mess up the legacy my mum made
Manifesting success, not just praying on Sundays
All round
Always working hard
Fought all my life
You can see through my scars
My trauma on my arms
My life was never calm
At the age of sixteen I've got a broken heart
Was taught how to love
But projected hate
Absorbing energies
That I didn't relate too
I know it weren't my path
But I was blind
I've glad how I've grown
Imma leave that behind

I'm glad I'm working on my growth and on my healing
Relieved cause I truly understand all my feelings
Derailed, followed tings I didn't believe in
But I found my way I'm no longer dreaming
Once influenced and didn't recognise myself
Then made my priority my mental health
I mean it's easier said then done
But I'm working so hard that I've won

I'm glad I'm working on my growth and on my healing
Relieved cause I truly understand all my feelings
Derailed, followed tings I didn't believe in
But I found my way I'm no longer dreaming
Once influenced and didn't recognise myself
Then made my priority my mental health
I mean it's easier said then done
But I'm working so hard that I've won

Looking back
I'm sorry for the girl I was
Following fashion
That really weren't my style
Though I'm versatile
I despise that lifestyle cause
I knew I was different
Despise tryna fit in
Changing my ways
I didn't like those sins
Led astray
But I knew who I was within
Carrying myself with ill disposition
Started raising suspicions
Though I knew it was God's Big mission
Well I did doubt
Struggled for years I was ready to check out
Grateful for my strength
That I've amount
Fought from day one
I know what this life's about
Like a rollercoaster going round and round
Fluctuating life's like my bank account
No steady feelings
No words can summarise
But my experiences tell a story you can see it in my eyes

I'm glad I'm working on my growth and on my healing
Relieved cause I truly understand all my feelings
Derailed, followed tings I didn't believe in
But I found my way I'm no longer dreaming
Once influenced and didn't recognise myself
Then made my priority my mental health
I mean it's easier said then done
But I'm working so hard that I've won

I'm glad I'm working on my growth and on my healing
Relieved cause I truly understand all my feelings
Derailed, followed tings I didn't believe in
But I found my way I'm no longer dreaming
Once influenced and didn't recognise myself
Then made my priority my mental health
I mean it's easier said then done
But I'm working so hard that I've won

I'm blessed to live the life I live
(So blessed)
Can't be ashamed of the tings I did
(Uh uhh)
So much words that I can give
(So much)
Don't wanna see other black girls
Struggle like I did

I'm blessed to live the life I live
(So blessed)
Can't be ashamed of the tings I did
(Uh uhh)
So much words that I can give
(So much)
I know dat this message is worth listening

I'm glad I'm working on my growth and on my healing
Relieved cause I truly understand all my feelings
Derailed, followed tings I didn't believe in
But I found my way I'm no longer dreaming
Once influenced and didn't recognise myself
Then made my priority my mental health
I mean it's easier said then done
But I'm working so hard that I've won

I'm glad I'm working on my growth and on my healing
Relieved cause I truly understand all my feelings
Derailed, followed tings I didn't believe in
But I found my way I'm no longer dreaming
Once influenced and didn't recognise myself
Then made my priority my mental health
I mean it's easier said then done
But I'm working so hard that I've won