RTJ - Perfect Lyrics

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I had strong feelings I could never relax
I said things I could never retract
I did things I could never take back
You put your number in my phone cos you like me
Now you're shouting down the same phone moving irate
But to be honest from the beginning it was mind games
And I played my part in that
Heart beating through my chest like a heart attack
I couldn't keep up
Imma real g
But to be real g real gs need love
Real gs give their heart when it seems tuff
Real gs put aside their pride and recognise that
No man is a island
Acting like I'm tuff to be honest it was a front
I be on defence
And to be honest girl I just can't pretend
I had fear from the start
And I know that I should give it to God
Before I give you my heart but

I
Wish I could be with you
Live in peace with you
Live my dreams with you
I
Just wanna be with you

M.A
Hear me
If everything was perfect
If Eve never got snaked by the serpent
If I never had these issues and these burdens
Maybe I could be with you till the world ends
If I never had these trust issues
Then maybe I could try trusting you
I'm tryna leave but I'm in knee deep
Make me start to dry cry make my insides weak
You can go free or you can stick by me
But I'm trying my best
Girl it's kinda hard when you're fighting your flesh
Got these fights I'm my head
But I'll fight to the death
Cos your worth it
Deserve it
Perfectly imperfect
Pray for me I'm still learning
If me and God were homies
Then I wouldnt have to guess if you were for me he'd show me

I
Wish I could be with you
Live in peace with you
Live my dreams with you
I
Just wanna be with you

Hear me look
I
Just wanna be with
Travel cross the seas with
Get money set targets and reach them
Trust me if I said it I mean it
As long as at the centre is Jesus
Eyy
If me and God were homies
Then I would have to guess if you were for me
He'd show me
I