Rubyyy - Who Am I? Lyrics

Who am I?
And when will i see the light
That guides me?

I can't survive
Being trapped in this body for another night
With a fragile mind

I claw and dig, remove my flesh
I cry, and scream, at every step
But I can't get to what's underneath

A pool of blood surrounds my heel
I just want to be like the ideal
Version of myself

And so I scream from the rooftops
"This is me and I wont stop
'Til i'm free from my confines,
'Til i find
A moment of respite"

It's much to overwhelming
I don't how how I'm coping
Just want the noise to finally end

True self trapped paywalls
I really want to end it all
But on the off chance i get to be myself

I'll carry on