Running With Scissors - Was That So Hard? Lyrics

Was that so hard?
Draining all the blood out of my heart
I spent so many nights not knowing when we'd fall apart
But I'll keep breathing
At least that's a start
Am I real to you?
Can you say the magic word and I'll be standing right in front of you?
No (no no no no)
I'm more than that
Was that so hard?
To tell me why you're shooting in the dark
I'm moving out so tell me now
How you're coming back to me
And think that you deserve a brand new start
Let's take a trip to last year
That summer was filled with latex
Starting new projects
Having lots of
...
Fun
With you and your new blue room
With the snakes in your eyes
I never realized that
You were out to get me
A part of me that hates me
The heart that beats inside of me is starting to deface me
It's getting kinda scary
To live in a world
Where the only part of me that I liked was well...
You
Was that so hard?
To tell me why you're shooting in the dark
I'm moving out so tell me now
How you're coming back to me
And think that you deserve a brand new start
Why do you think that?
Why?
I'm moving out so tell me now
How you're coming back to me
And think that you deserve a brand new start