Rxbyn - overload Lyrics

This that shit that, shit that feel like home
Pick you up and lay you down slow
Out in public, tell me what you know
Bare it all for me
Then let it go
First, I'm sorry little sister
'Cause sometimes I feel like I could've raised you better
And I miss you
When I don't come home 'cause I know that you suffer
Depression
It hits me like a tidal wave
And I hope you know I wanna stay
And be there for you all day
And I'm sorry to my mama, yeah
'Cause I know you need help and I don't make it easy
It's drama
But I'm there with you even when you can't see me
I love ya
I love you more than anything
You're the biggest reason that I sing
So I gotta keep going
This that shit that, shit that feel like home
Pick you up and lay you down slow
Out in public, tell me what you know
Bare it all for me
Then let it go
I guess I'll tell the truth now
Yeah, I've got issues when it comes to my mental
And I hate how
Most people think I'm just being a bitch, oh
I'm not proud
Of how I disconnect from everyone
And I wish I
Was dead, hm
Sometimes I overthink, I'm just being dramatic
Then I over-speak and I'm just being selfish
I have no friends
Hm.
I ran them away
I, I, I understand
If they're all tired of me
'Cause it makes sense
With the way that I'm acting
It's nothin, it's nothin, it's nothin
It's something
So why can't I just say what the f*ck I'm thinking?
This that shit that, shit that feel like home
Pick you up and lay you down slow
Out in public, tell me what you know
Bare it all for me
Then let it go
System overload
Too much data
Memories flooded
It's not you, it's me
I'm sorry
I'm-
Take a moment to relax
When we relax, our subconscious mind becomes dominant
And this is the bridge to the soul
Your thoughts create this reality
Your thoughts create healing