Ryan Loftus - Vile Lyrics

I am the worst of all
They can't hear me when I call
Surrender to the hate I knew
I maim and claw for my Vile flaw

I can't cope with this hate
I turn to the beckoning blade
Each breath is a dance with addiction
One bloodied step from forgone remission

I am the worst of all
They can't hear me when I call
Surrender to the hate I knew
I maim and claw for my Vile flaw

I desire to purge and remove
The neurotic blood they had once transfused
Called by the old timeless reflection
The metallic desire awakens

Cohorts from inside
**** and f*ck the mind
Trembling, the pain divides
Suffering, I fall behind

I am the worst of all
They can't hear me when I call
Surrender to the hate I knew
I maim and claw for my Vile flaw

The paranoia claws its way through my core
The burning seeps out of my pores
The loathing of myself is greater than all hope
I must now abandon illusions of control

Coercive knowing vows to comfort me
To wrap me in a crimson embrace
Disgusted, hateful, and uncertain
In a bloody salvation, I must now believe

I slip the steel across the skin
I try to stop; my will is thin
The pain subsides, now, if for a while
But then again, I feel so Vile

Tomorrow comes, tomorrow goes
Still I am all-alone
Trapped in the darkness I've
Come to call my home

I don't want this to end
I just tried to make a stand
Destiny I can see
As my scars reclaim me