Ryan Skillit - Failure Lyrics

Choices I regret them
Not learning from my lessons
Broke like a recession
Falling into depression
Stored up is aggression
I'm tired of the same show
Going for long walks
Cos I'm tired of the same road
Same dark thoughts
Yes, It's preposterous
Cos I wasn't born in the dark
But I definitely adopted it
I walk with the horsemen
Oh well it's the apocalypse
No one gonna save you
When you fail in metropolis
My mind is a field of study
Just like ballistic's
I'm always f*cking up
I'm always a misfit
Opportunity knocking
And yes I just missed it
Need to get my out of this flat
Before I become a statistic
It's sucks, my inner demons
Are talking a-lot
Knowing I'm the one to blame
When that door closes shut
When I compare to what I have lost
To what I have gained
What I have missed with
What I attained
This little light
Doesn't shine the same
Failure
Imma be a failure
Damn, imma be a failure
Damn, imma be a failure
A Failure
What You know about the feeling
Feeling Low out of impulse
Waking up to headaches
And swelling around the lymph nodes
Rapid heartbeats
The amount of stress
Weights like a shipload
Anxiety has its eye on me
I feel like imm gonna implode
One minute I'm happy
Next minute Im straight on flip mode
Not coherent when I speak
Takes weeks for you to encode
The path I chose, the road
Is starting is to erode
I get short with my woman
I can tell when she has to tip toe
Saw my face in the mirror
It's a growing curiosity
Hold my feet to the force
Believe the atrocity
I'm sowing seeds of doubt
That I can't live without
I saw my face in the mirror
I'm a monstrosity
Fear and doubt
Sabotage my life
To feel protected
Now I refuse to live Life through
Different people perspectives
Dead a long time
But I just refuse to accept it
I've been dead a long time
But I just refuse to accept it
Failure
Imma be a failure
Damn, imma be a failure
Damn, imma be a failure
I wont be a failure
Mental health a disorder
That nobody sees, If you blind to it
It will tear away all of your dreams
We don't ask for depression
We are all stressing, In this Lonely world
Fear mongering is their weapon
Open up & just keep on rising
There no point in suffering in silence
Fight back ya demons
Even if you don't believe in violence
Life's a matter of choices
I choose to keep on fighting
I came across that
Fork on that road
Change paths, out of the dark
Just to lighten the load
Let's face it we in the matrix
And we cracking the code
Learn from failures
It's basic succeed on your own
Loads of lessons
You can learn from failure
One mistake end
Up being your saviour
Don't let affirmations
Be a stranger
Involve in social activities that absorb you
Take time and appreciate all the people that adore you