Samsas Traum - 5+6=218 Lyrics

Did you ever think about killing yourself?

Yes, many times... because I don't worship this existence.
So therefore it's the... it's a driving force for me... is to die.
It's the only power I can get, you know, from... the only reason why I'm still here is because I want to die in a certain way. And I want to achieve some things.
I wouldn't dare or die with a weak soul, I wouldn't dare to die with a human goodness or a human light in my mind.

It's just that I want to clean my soul a little bit from the shit here, so...