Saves The Day - Jodie Lyrics

Tonight I'll stay awake
long enough to stop breathing
and I wonder how long it will take
before I pass out drunk off night skies
lying on hills, wet grass below, blue black above-
I will carry all the weights tonight

'cause I keep remembering the day
that you said you might go crazy
if you spent one more minute with me
I've been thinking about those days
and I don't know-
is one more minute going to kill you now?

Stop me before I say too much-
so now I've been alone and it's been going
but tomorrow might not come
if I don't let it so
don't forget the mornings that we spent
deep inside our heads
staring at blank walls
'cause that's what counts

and I don't know but I'm trying to let you go
but I can't cut so well these strings I have around my neck
I'm trying to let you go
I'm trying to let you know
I'm doing this by myself

now I've been alone and it's been going
but tomorrow might not come
if I don't let it so
don't forget the mornings that we spent
deep inside our heads
staring at blank walls
'cause that's what counts

and I don't know but I'm trying to let you go
but I can't cut so well these strings I have around my neck
I'm trying to let you know
I'm trying to let you know
I'm doing this by myself

don't forget we sent
letters to ourselves
without words
and it was just to remember
just to remember
just to remember
just to remember those days
we spent in our heads.