SHW - Quiet Desperation Lyrics

I have a new year to live
I have many choices to make
I've got a new hole to clean up
To tidy up
To fill up
But I still do not have..

A fertile land among this sand
Inviolate source
A blameless soul
Please help me
Don't leave me now!

From my place I'm learning to bear
But the weight of the pain could also crush
All the love of my being
All the dreams that I've never had
All the warmth of my being
All the kind words I'v never said to anyone

I have much time to spend
I have many defects to mend
I've got the last key to go in
To watch within
To persuade
But I still do not have..

A fertile land among this sand
Inviolate source
A blameless soul
Please help me
Don't leave me now!