She dropped feelings like a blunt, when the cops pull up
Leveon wit the stutter step, holding out til her terms is met
Indecisive in my life aint feelin right
She peelin out the drive
Wavin bye-byes
I gotta say man, i think i almost cried
I knew i lied to myself, had to make it right
Give it time, work it out dawg just let it ride
Still them feelings weighing heavy on my mind
Take any L cuz that shit just stand for lessons
Yeah my life is always testing
At my desk, dosing off, counting blessings
Been hella reckless
Know this curtesy of all my skeptics, man
I been searchin for the happy i pretend to have
Im big mad, im big asd
Cloud my vision, catch the rhythm
Of the smoke, pain is lifted
Now im floatin, man i feel so open
Keep it 100, i might die from these woods
Burn the streets, boy im up to no good
I keep it up, these the ways of my hood
I'm feeling good
Contradiction
Fills my book
(Or maybe im just lying to myself, gotta survive)
Really tho
Only thing stopping me is a lack of breath
I'm up next
Time these bitches start to pay respect
Speak of bitches, throw you niggas in the same breath
I think yes, its time yall came correct
I can do the pain
But I can't do the hate
Im doing great, cant complain
You just showed ya face
You aint a savage
You just a sad chick
You coulda had it
But you was trashing
Disatrous
Tell myself
Whats the point of having talent
If these bitches aint about it
And my niggas aint rowdy
Yo, make myself happy
Truth is if you aint happy then sadly
Man Im hardly happy
But we'll be ok
They'll be better days
Yeah there'll be better days
I'm feelin good
We'll be ok
I'm feelin good
We be letting the smallest inconsistencies
The smallest changes in the routine
F*ck up our whole mood
In turn we f*ck up a lot more
We gotta relax. Shit is ok
It aint always finna be perfect, but it will always be worth it to stay calm
Love ya life, love ya self, love the world we live in
N you right Its an ugly place, but hate dont fix ugly. They one in the same