It feels so cold
Yet I'm diving into the summer
What close is old
Memories I couldn't remember
I'm never free, I never was
Of the blackest sun
Loneliness is all I had
And so the darkest rise begun
It feels so old
Yet I'm diving into the slumber
What close is gold
My August feels like December
I'm never free, I never was
Of the blackest sun
Loneliness is all I had
And so the darkest rise begun
I'm searching my heart to find the truth
But I'm finding only black
This vision of an endless dream
I'm trying to escape