sAd. - Honestly Lies Lyrics

Ugh, you know I might not
I might not be the man of your dreams
But I'm the nigga in your naps
I feel like I gotta wave the white flag even when I'm defending myself
All that talking out the side of your mouth I still centre my self
You get me, man
Now don't ask me no questions
I won't tell you no lies
From the cradle to the grave lets see where honesty lies
That's probably why I'm the way that I am
Yeah
Why am I the way that I am
Now don't ask me no questions
I won't tell you no lies
From the cradle to the grave you see where honesty lies
That's probably why
Yeah
Yo
Life be driving me crazy at times
Love is blind and I swerve it hard to stay in the lines
Reality cheque cashed
Please don't pay me no mind
My old lady a dime
And she know that she is
I'm just full of myself and we going through shit
Any way, it's a point to me saying these rhymes
One night stand, pregnant pause
Let me paint you the sign
She said she having a yute
And she say that its mine
She already starting to show
But she aint saying the time
I aint believe her
But I aint gonna say that she lying
Cause Black women deserve to be portrayed as sublime
Told me I can stay or I can go
Either way, yo its fine
I can't be who I am and just leave fate to decide
Plus what if she go public
For some fame and some shine
In hospital, I'm there for the day he arrive
3 weeks later find out the baby aint mine
F*ck
Don't ask me no questions
I won't tell you no lies
From the cradle to the grave you see where honestly lies
That's probably why I'm the way that I am
I thought dealing with women is what made me a man
Now don't ask me no questions
I won't tell you no lies
From the cradle to the grave you see where honestly lies
That's probably why I'm the way that I am
I thought dealing with women is what made me a man
Lost in the woods
Where my compass point morally
Up to no good
Social insecurity
I aint good at feelings unless my heart is attached
My cardios running from the truth incase my heart is attacked
Yo pardon the fact
That I be lying so well
But only you could look me in the eyes
And know what silence would tell
My violence excels in all our confrontations
So I try to stay away from things that
Wash away my patience
My face is telling you what I'm feeling
Faster than these words
Can't master inner worth
Cause my past is in your purse
And you always in your bag
Calling faults and coloured flags
What you gang banging on me
You probably gonna laugh
Victory lap after arguments
Probably another lap
But
You the one my heart belong to
Even though all I do is wrong you
All these names
But wife is what I'll call you
Don't ask me no questions
I won't tell you no lies
From the cradle to the grave you see where honestly lies
That's probably why I'm the way that I am
I thought dealing with women is what made me a man
Now don't ask me no questions
I won't tell you no lies
From the cradle to the grave you see where honestly lies
That's probably why I'm the way that I am
I thought dealing with women is what made me a man
Yeah
You know me plus you is two good
But you said it'll take twice as long to forgive
So, I guess you thought you ate
16 bars is what I got
So keep that same energy when you in my face
I can count 32 reasons why September better than the month before
And 64 more ways I can love you more
But
I guess that math aint mathin, huh
You said all that money in my account
I still aint got no accountability huh
How you an emotional vault
But this still aint a safe space
That dont make sense
You know it's just us, though
Yeah