Breaking Down // Self-Destruction Video (MV)

And somehow im waking up
Somehow im getting by
And some how i keep on going through
My life and i dont know why

I guess its time to fight
The feelin left in side
Because when you hate yourself
There is no life

And i could end it all
I could end my life
I could take a knife to cut out
What i dont like

And oh no
Here i go
Breaking down
Self destruction bound

Ohh
Breaking down
Self destruction bound

And trying not to loose whats left of my mind
Because lifes frightening
And trying to take one step at a time
Without dying

And yet im still waking up
And yet im still trying
And i wont give up at all
And im not lying

And ill get out of bed
Just to face the day
Declear to myself that its
Gunna be ok

And if i fail at all
Ill get back up
When life steps on you
You just cant give up

And trying not to loose whats left of my mind
Because lifes frightening
And trying to take one step at a time
Without dying

Somehow im waking up
Somehow im getting by
Some how i keep on going though
My life and i dont know why

And when my bones do break
And my lungs give out
Choking on this air i take
Laughing out loud