sad alex - disarm me Lyrics

Tiny vessels tight like strings
Tryna keep my heart from feeling properly
I hate this part of me

Gaining light but losing sleep
Where to hide when i'm my own worst enemy
Its hard enough to breathe

Cause if its up to me i swear
Ill start a fire to watch it burn
Ill pull the trigger just so i can feel it hurt
Its all me
Ill kill the lights to lose u in the dark
And pull the rug out just so i have stuff to sing about

So can u disarm me
So i don't destroy us please
Baby disarm me
So i don't f*ck this up
So i don't self destruct

There's a voice stuck in my head
Telling me that if i let myself in love
My art will all go numb

And then it's up to me
I swear i start a fire to watch it burn
I pull the trigger just so i can feel it hurt
Its all me
I kill the lights to lose u in the dark
And pull the rug out just so i have stuff to sing about

So can u disarm me
So i don't destroy us please
Baby disarm me
So i don't f*ck this up
So i don't self destruct

I'm trying to live
And learning to let go
I swear i swear it love
I don't wanna miss
Or worse never know what
This is i swear it
I'm trying to live
And learning to let go
I swear i swear it love
La, love

So can u disarm me
Baby disarm you