nature Video (MV)

F*ck me I'm a tidal wave bout to make the city fall down
I'm clean til i'm pretty wasted
Cause youre getting wasted
Cause youre like that now
Im not sure anymore if i could make you turn around, open doors
Cause i don't like me when i'm acting out living like a civil war

But i want what i can't
I can't help myself
I'm selfish in love
I love you too much
I'm f*cking this up
But i can't hold it in
So i say it out loud
It's loud in my head
My head's ringing out
I wanna be dead
But i cant do it
No i can't change a thing

It's just my nature i guess
Like i wanna make sure you hate me again
And i'm not gonna fix it or pretend
When it's just my nature

Sideways like a sheet of rain maybe i should straighten my mind
Do things for the thrill of it
Take a pill of it just to see if it works this time
I'm not sure anymore if i can keep holding up what i forged up about me
Trainwreck that still got it bad, hate it that you made me like that

But i want what i can't
I can't help myself
I'm selfish in love
I love you too much
I'm f*cking this up
But i can't hold it in
And it's loud in my head
I say it out loud
It's all ringing out
I wanna be proud
But i can't do it
No i can't change a thing

It's just my nature again
Like i wanna make sure you hate me i guess
And i'm not gonna fix it or pretend
When it's just my nature

So i do it again, i'm playing it up
Then hating myself for letting me down
How am i weaker than everyone else
Telling me whats really in love cause youre f*cking not
And i can't get over it
Taking the hit, i'm losing myself but still holding on
Cause funny enough youre all that i know that i want
It's all that i know

It's just my nature
Like i wanna make sure you hate me again
And i'm not gonna fix it or pretend