sad alex - twenty something Lyrics

Moved to la
With a dream in my head
Paving a trail
But is it dead end ?
Nothing feels scarier
Than the safe bet
But here i still don't
Even have my own apartment

Last night i talked to some old friends from high school
They're out having babies doing shit i don't do
Loving glances, picket fence, their life is starting
While i'm still searching

I didn't wanna be 20 something 'til i was something
Thought it would feel like it was like more than nothing
Maybe 30s got the answers to everything
But i'm still lost in 20 something

Lying awake
Little buzzed in my head
Thinking bout time
And how much i waste it
Ooh wish i had spent it more on learning shit and politics
So i could keep up in a conversation

I'm too young for the world to be ending
But too old to understand these new trends
Sometimes it's hard to know where i even fit
And i'll admit

I didn't wanna be 20 something 'til i was something
Thought it would feel like it was like more than nothing
Maybe 30s got the answers to everything
But i'm still lost

Ooo

Am i ever gonna know?
Am i ever gonna grow up?
Are all my stories getting old?
Am i ever gonna prove something ?
Am i ever gonna know?
Am i ever gonna grow up?

I didn't wanna be 20 something 'til i was something
Thought it would feel like it was like more than nothing
Maybe 30s got the answers to everything
But i'm still lost in 20 something