I GOT CHEATED ON Video (MV)

Left my heart out
Now it's spoiling
Flush it down the toilet
Blew all my time on paranoia
When I had clairvoyance
Now I'm strung out
And I'm voiceless
No words
Only thing coming out is poison

This is the genesis
Of venomous pestilence
And an end
To benevolence
Spread depression cause
I am generous

Wrestle with sedatives
As I stand at the precipice
Distraught
Lost in my own thoughts
Directionless
Good for nothing
Dropout
With degenerative tendencies

Drugs
Sex
Heartbreak
Depression
Repetition
The remedy
Everything else hurts
And takes the rest of my energy

Try to do better and
The worst gets the best of me
Everything that I touch
I devastate with no weaponry