Sadboy Slava - Good Enough Lyrics

I wish my heart died as fast as my phone
I'd drop dead faster than my motivation
When I look into my soul all alone
All it takes is a bit of concentration
To see what I am
To see who I've been
To see who I want to be
I wish you would stop to listen to me

How do I love myself
When I've been told
That I'm not good enough
Not good enough to hold

How many times did I make an attempt to explain my fear was not just contempt
I've always been too smart to get tricked but I'd still throw shit at your wall to see if it'll stick
You see I knew what you were pulling all the way from day one
But I could never pass up a challenge to prove the radiance of the Son
Yet every time you tried your hardest to prove me wrong
I would keep showing you the beauty within your song

How did we come to this
Why did all the evil persist
Through all the good things that exist
I wanna know, I wanna know
Why everything happened this way
Why I'm here crying today
Wondering all the time

How do I love myself
When I've been told
That I'm not good enough
Not good enough to hold
I said, how do I love myself
When I have been told that I'm not good enough
Good enough to hold
I said, how do I love myself
How do I love myself
If I'm not good enough to hold

How do I stop
When will this end
Why do I keep
Holding this in