Saddøs - I Hate It Lyrics

I hate it, I feel evaded
And worse i feel i deserve it so i cant be complaining
Its all about my mental
I'll rot inside a grave
I just cant find the tempo
I just cant keep the pace
And im slipping its over belittled
Little they know i can take
Not another mother-f*cking moment of feeling this pain
And im slipping its over belittled
Little they know i can take
Not another mother-f*cking moment of feeling this pain

Im done reaching out, out
Just wreaking hell
I be cutting myself using my blood for my rituals
If she dont love me she gon have to
Once the magic get working
Im pleased i got a smile i wear but thats just the surface
Deep down im crying, Im lying its all the time
I'm kinda sad you dont see that, its almost like im inside of a cage
Been in denial, meanwhile keep throwing fuel on the fire
You'd of thought
I've been through this shit to many times but it happens again

I hate it, I feel evaded
And worse i feel i deserve it so i cant be complaining
Its all about my mental
I'll rot inside a grave
I just cant find the tempo
I just cant keep the pace
And im slipping its over belittled
Little they know i can take
Not another mother-f*cking moment of feeling this pain
And im slipping its over belittled
Little they know i can take
Not another mother-f*cking
Moment of feeling this pain

Waste my time
No sentiments are worth the way
My mind clings i decide
Upon my life and death
I realized my kind has been exterminated
Im the last one left
Ah its all the nerve that these mother-f*ckers learn i think
Girl dont you know your f*cking hurting me
I aint gon play with you or with the food just shoot you straight
And as it goes I dont know what im supposed to say

I hate it, I feel evaded
And worse i feel i deserve it so i cant be complaining
Its all about my mental
I'll rot inside a grave
I just cant find the tempo
I just cant keep the pace
And im slipping its over belittled
Little they know i can take
Not another mother-f*cking
Moment of feeling this pain