Sadnsus - 4 Days Lyrics

I keep counting the days, I'm losing my brain
I don't even think I remember my name
But bitches around me continue to blame
The lost little nigga who knew everything
As soon as I leave you gone lose everything
I lost my Grandmother, I really felt pain
The first bitch I loved, yeah she cheated on me
I felt my heart sink all the way to my feet
Ever since then I been dying to please
The demons inside got me weak in the knees
I don't have your answer don't call upon me
My daddy a demon he didn't want me
My mom should've swallowed the semen of me
Because if she did then there wouldn't be me
And no one to damage this family tree
I love my lil Brother, I'm missing you Banni
I need you Dakari, I'm working for us
But unlike all these bitches you know can trust
The words that I'm saying, I'm working for us
You're my purpose, the future is us
No Day but Today is still right upon us
When we seek what we wrote
There won't be any fuss
And for you I would swing if I need to I bust
It's been like 4 days since I seen my lil Brother
4 cuts on my wrist and I don't give a damn
I'm screaming, I'm bleeding you don't give a damn
So don't be surprised if I wind up in hell
I remember the jokes
And the way that they glared
Staring with hate but I don't give a care
Cause' I'm happy with me and you're lost with yourself
No you wonder you jealous I did what you can't