SAFF - Pariah Lyrics

Could be lying down but I'm still being busy
I'm still feeling dizzy when I'm upright
Claustrophobic in a big place
Sitting still make my heart race
Trying to be the light on a dark night
Dreaming though I'm wide awake
Breathing even though I'm dead
I'm up against every thing below me
Keep my head below the water
Imagine that I met my daughter
I'm blind but I can still see

I'm a pariah
People say they've seen me in two places
At the same time
Keep it low but I'm getting higher
No smoke without fire
I'm a pariah

I'm not alone but I'm lonely
I'm not alone but I'm lonely

I go against the grain, make a beat to the air raid
An obvious place, but you can't find me
Even though theres sunrise, I still want my lullaby
So I can wake so effortlessly
Need to drink to get so sober
When it starts I'll say it's over
Running out of air on the outside
In my lead balloon, I'll be floating up to you
Like a grounded bird, but I'm in flight
I just found my pot of gold, now gotta find my rainbow
Who knows, I might let them find me
When I exit my hiding place and no one recognise my face
Then the innocent can plead guilty

You think I don't know what they say about me
You think I don't know

I'm a pariah
People say they've seen me in two places
At the same time
I'm a roller, I wanna get higher
Keep it to myself
I'm a pariah

I'm not alone but I'm lonely
I'm not alone but I'm lonely
Please let me cover my eyes
I'm not alone but I'm lonely
Can they see me through my disguise

I'm not alone but I'm lonely
I'm not alone but I'm lonely
You think I don't know what they say about me

I'm a pariah
People say they've seen me in two places
At the same time
Keep it low but I'm getting higher
No smoke without fire
I'm a pariah

I'm not alone but I'm lonely
It feels like matter of time
I'm not alone but I'm lonely
Im keeping up I'm so far behind
I'm not alone but I'm lonely
Say good morning in the middle of the night