Samedee - Lately Lyrics

(Yeah, this where i'm at, this is where i've been lately
Feel This)
Lately i've been in deep thought, thinking like what if i went to enroll into Depaul
No college degree, my life been feeling like a seesaw
So many ups and downs, as the world revolve
Everyday i'm trying to evolve and become a better version of me
Constantly searching for me, i gotta separate myself when its not working for me
Don't got too many friends, so i converse with a beat
I ain't been caring 'bout nobody else's verdict of me
I'm just trying to live that life that occurs when i sleep, just been serving the sea, going with the flow, getting rid of all the wolves in a shirt of sheep
Or anybody disturbing my peace (Shhh)
I gotta concentrate on what's important
Another night of brainstorming with a cup of orange
Creative juice flowing, through my mental state of mind, i'm just hoping that this dedication ain't a waste of time (I hope it ain't a waste of time)
I know it ain't gonna happen over night, i gotta pay my dues, even though they're over priced
I gotta take a break from social sites, and hit The Hytlab so i can put in overtime (What up bro?)
This is plan a, f*ck a plan b
Unless it's the one to prevent a family, that i can't feed
Gotta make the money mane, i got itching phalanges
Right now a blessing would really come in handy
This is a message to my homies that don't have no job
The sky ain't the limit, my nigga look at astronauts
Before you grab your glock, think about the outcome (Use your brain)
Is it worth destroying your life over cow dung?
Everybody should wanna achieve greater
But how you gonna make it when your city breed haters? (That's f*cked up)
We neighbors in the same ghetto
Should be trying support each other but y'all brains narrow (Think!)
Gotta get it together out here man, like, look at the bigger picture
That's why i be put up, you know what sayin'
'Cuz i don't be trying to get involved with none of this nonsense going on out here
With so much trouble in the world
I'm just living in a bubble with my girl
Trying not to, get effected by corruption
All of this injustice, make it hard for me to f*ck with dozen (12!)
When i see twelve, i make sure i got on my seatbelt
And do the speed limit so there is no reason to be trailed
I can't get in your car if it got a heavy weed smell
I'm sorry bro, but i don't wanna see jail
I don't need to be somewhere i don't belong
Getting arrested or killed when police get offended by homie's tone
I gotta do what's best for me
The world is my oyster and there is so much left to see
I'm 22 with no felonies, trying to get better with fidelity
My girl bring out the best in me
What you expect from me, nah that ain't my concern
Stay true to who i am, I just be trying to learn
How to love myself, i can't put no one above myself
I need to put the Black & Milds down 'cuz they f*cking up my health
Such a disgusting habits, my lungs 'prolly as black as the ashes
I'm breaking out of my own box, i'm doing it my way
These guys still in a box like Friday (On yo day off)
Following my heart never mind what they mind say
I welcome you to my new mind state