Samuel Jay Brown - When I'm Alone Lyrics

Augmented reality
Hopes of fame resound in me
Thoughts of doubt and death surrounding me; fatality
Something died and needs revived in me
Enemies crowding out won't let me be

I need a way to forget these things
Rub the crust away from my minds eye; see
Spending money like it grows on trees
Yet my paycheck is grotesque the figures obscene

Slim shady like a daydream, his lyrics replaying
You've only got one shot but now the trigger betrays me
Yet is still don't have the guts for five and half pounds
I still have a family looking for me to make pounds

My debts have weight too heavy to count
Afraid to reach out for fear itself
Fear of rejection, malaise and self-doubt
Anger defines; it twists and it binds
It's fire scars and it blinds

Bleeding knuckles; holes in walls
Tripping I fall in my own pitfalls
Trying to keep afloat but I can't swim
Wondering if this is my only chance to win

Here goes another day to the wind
Here goes another day to think again

I can feel it in my bones
I can feel it when I'm alone
I can feel it in my bones
I can feel it when I'm alone

(Oh)

I can feel it in my bones (I can feel it)
I can feel it when I'm alone (I can feel it in my bones)
I can feel it in my bones (Ooh)
I can feel it when I'm alone (I can feel it I can feel it)

I can feel it in my bones
I can feel it when I'm alone
I can feel it in my bones
I can feel it when I'm alone