IDK TBH Video (MV)

At times i dont feel right
It keeps me up at night
My heads overflowing, constantly in motion
Damn i try to fight it but theres no use in hiding
Tell myself ignore it slowly im eroding
UGU
Tearing myself right apart
Ooh
Losing control with every little thought
Ah
Feeling like the world is dark
Am i stuck at the start?
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
Feels like im at war
Shaken to the core
Can't hold my emotions sanity exploding
Time is moving slower
Feel ive frozen over
Tell myself ignore it slowly im eroding
Ugh
Tearing myself right apart
Ooh
Losing control with every little thought
Ah
Feeling like the world is dark
Am i stuck at the start ?
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I just wanna sing in every country
And connect with all the people that love what i do and who i am
If i could touch a life through words
I sing and also give my family all that they deserve thats all i ask but is it certain?
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest
I don't know to be honest