DORIAN (feat. xHood) Video (MV)

Take me out this hell hole why am i sacrificed
I'm acting nice, then treated colder than a bag of ice
Why don't that suffice
Hungry always last to bite
Battling aggression every day
And then i'm asked to fight
That's not right
Room is dark there ain't no adding light
Had to find a pattern right?
I'm zooming in a magnified
(mind)
Clutching my pen that i grab to write
Shove it in my eye and then I cry heavy tears
Deep in this blackened night

I might make it but the chance is low
Can't just rot away right away or cold abandon hope
Or stand alone even though that's what i f*cking want
Nobody is real they all lie every f*cking one
Its f*cking dumb its gon' bite me till i'm f*cking done
I'm a son and friend and brother but i feel like none
And man i'm stunned
Think i'm drained of all my fun
And it kills me inside knowing theres no where i can f*cking run

No matter where i just land
I know i'm gonna have a plan
Don't hate the player hate the game
But no matter where i'm at I am who I am (oh no)
They gotta meet the man
No matter where they decide to land (oh no)
I always got a plan cause no matter where i'm at
I am who I am (oh woah oh)

Why do people compare stuff
It's never enough
I go back a hundred times
When my soul has been crushed
I guess they never tell you bout the mopey terror in love
Man i should get a f*cking trophy just for caring to much
And people hold their grudge higher then the white clouds
People actin stupid 9:30 got my lights out
People quick to judge something 'fore they even try it out
Sometimes i cannot do shit when i should do it right now

And nothing makes sense
I never had no patience
Hate that I am selfish and I wish that I was gracious
I had to take hits
Literally i f*cking did
F*ck that kid
Who's his mom
That mother raised a little bitch
On the other hand my mother raised a little bitch
I can't talk in public very well cause I'll feel very sick
I can't show my body very much or else I'll feel like shit
Words man they hurt the worst
But i just claim a little bit

No matter where i just land
I know i'm gonna have a plan
Don't hate the player hate the game
But no matter where i'm at I am who I am (oh no)
They gotta meet the man
No matter where they decide to land (oh no)
I always got a plan cause no matter where i'm at
I am who I am (oh woah oh)
No matter where i just land
I know i'm gonna have a plan
Don't hate the player hate the game
But no matter where i'm at I am who I am (oh no)
They gotta meet the man
No matter where they decide to land (oh no)
I always got a plan cause no matter where i'm at
I am who I am (oh woah oh)